*Sigh*

You know, for one day - just one short day - I would love to be able to have nobody ask me about my post graduation plans. I don't really want to think about it any more than I have to. Right now I just want to spend as much time with my friends as possible (and get all my stuff done... I hate all of my professors right now).

Hopefully today will be that day.

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I had a semi-philosophical moment earlier and wrote down a weird paragraph:

There are some things in life you can’t change. You can’t stop the weather or the inexorable change of tides. You can’t turn lead into gold or buy yourself more time in life. Try as you might, you can’t change your past choices or choose how others feel about you. But there are things you can do. You can weather any storms that come and plan your arrivals and departures based upon the tides. You can use lead in countless more ways than you could gold and use the time you are given well. And you can learn from your past choices and you can choose how you feel about others. Embrace the choices you have and accept those you don’t. It doesn’t help anyone to dwell on the things they can’t change.

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I confuse the shit out of myself, but I would like to think that certain others contribute significantly to this confusion. Sort it out Crazy Fool. Sort it out.

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Quotes:

When a man is thinking about matters of the heart, the most common expression on his face will be one of confusion. - Me

I enjoy talking to you. Your mind appeals to me. It resembles my own except for the fact that you happen to be insane. - O'Brien, 1984

To me, there are three things we all should do every day. We should do this every day of our lives. Number one is laugh. You should laugh every day. Number two is think. You should spend some time in thought. And number three is, you should have your emotions moved to tears, could be happiness or joy. But think about it. If you laugh, you think, and you cry, that's a full day. That's a heck of a day. You do that seven days a week, you're going to have something special. – Jim Valvano

Don’t cry because it is over. Smile because it happened. – Dr. Seuss

Am I so much to blame, that yesterday, when you were pleading
Warmly the cause of another, my heart, impulsive and wayward,
Pleaded your own, and spake out, forgetful perhaps of decorum?
Certainly you can forgive me for speaking so frankly, for saying
What I ought not to have said, yet now I can never unsay it;
For there are moments in life, when the heart is so full of emotion,
That if by chance it be shaken, or into its depths like a pebble
Drops some careless word, it overflows, and its secret,
Spilt on the ground like water, can never be gathered together.
– Henry Wadsworth Longfellow